Say hi to Selphy ^^

Chapter 019 : The Downfall

2010-05-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

Ok,pretty shagged this few days,many probs to deal with ... relatioship with friends,studies etc. and what have u got . So many depressing situations that i dun feel like mentioning it anymore =.= so lets just blog about today ...

Destination??? Sentosa !!! No cellgroup meeting today as Jasmine planned for an outing . Chloe didnt turn up though,wonder why ... Today was fun actually,played volley,captain's, virus, and this game called 'elope' ??? It is fun but many didnt get the hang of it. Much running in these few games. Hmmm ... maybe next time we should go earlier,its pretty dark after 7 there. Sobs ... Ming Zhen scratched me T.T one long cut on my left arm ... but its ok, nobody blames you Ming Zhen so pls stop with the repetition of sorries kays??? :) Oh! And one thing,i realised that my pool improved!!! Gosh so happy ^^ ... i wanna dance Ring Ding Dong! :( i find it quite stress relieving ...

It sure hurts when u fail to achieve something which u are dying for right??? Can u imagine the pain??? Why isit that our world rotates on such a biased basis??? Why is it an unjust life im living while others moves on so carefree-ly??? Why ...

His tears are boosts for the demon within ...

Chapter 018 : Isolation

2010-05-01T20:18:00.000-07:00

" I hate the lonliness,but Loneliness loves me ... "

A line that caught my attention while browsing thru Bleach manga chapters . Pretty explains much the reason of lonely people.

Recent days sucked,been thinking of the life i truely desire,and this current life is definitely not the kind of life i want!!! What can i say??? "Oh the Gods hate me" ???

Went swimming wif dong and well,so little ppl dhr . Then go well's hse and bla bla bla water bomb,flour,liqin's bdae cele and everything else. Gosh,my black bermudas spoil,WTF??? Went kite flying that nite... the only enjoyable moment for the week ... then go see doc =.= quarrel wif mum about de concert tickets. Fuck it,make me dun wan go sia !!!

Alrites,lets talk about some positive stuffs now ... Grats Varlin,hope u have a happy ending wif that guy kays??? :) Best wishes ...

The Devil starts to sprout his wings ...

Chapter 017 : Classifications

2010-04-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

Today's talk is very simple,the topics is about the difference between me and all around me ... in fact everyone i know ...

I'm always walking at a diff pace from them. I always have diff mindset and interest from them. My path is always diff from them. They are always themselves,but im not. Their lives go the way they like,but mine beg to differ. They give me this impression that they are thinking "He probably dun need that much of our concern.",which is actually not true. They make me understand them,but they dont understand me. They are oftenly the one in the center of the crowd while im the side character.

A classification,no need to spell things out ...

No more Mr. Nice Guy ...

Chapter 016 : Change

2010-04-21T03:42:00.000-07:00

Some of u must have noticed by now,the sudden change in 'Bryan' recently. And i answered "i'm not feeling well ... "
No need to doubt me,cause i'm realli feeling very sickly this few days,but health condition is my general answer to all who BOTHERED to ask.

Don't reali feel like writing much details today ... and one more thing,i've decided!!! Anyone who skip school on purpose from today onwards,dun expect me to look for you after sch !!! Dun feel like explaining,i just dun reali like this.

... And during chem test today,Ms Neo said that ShiNEE looked like drug addicts ^^ So hilarious !!!

True friends does not neccesarily means close friends ...

Chapter 015 : Definition of Sorrow

2010-04-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

Yes,i know i know,very long nvr post le,sry readers :x
I've always wanted to write this 15th post but just couldnt find the time to, too many outdoor activities =.= Ok,not gonna spend so much time outdoors nw. And if u ask why,many reasons!!! Low on finance,exams coming,no mood,parents nag ... bla bla bla etc.

Spent these two days wif my beloved cellgroup,and sry N410 for me transferring to E506 :(
Cellgroup and service was great ! Guess wad??? Saw Bernice at church today lol !!! Today was her 1st time goin to church and we actually met dhr,so coincident huhs ^^ good to hear that she actually said that she might stay in church :)

Oh yeah,and last piece of news,i finally got de tickets !!! Oh yeah,22nd of may,await for me!!!
Going for Xiang Xiang's 3d concert at Indoors Stadium ^^ Dun be jealous people ^^ Mwahahahahahaha ...

I will be worried about you ... i just do ...

Chapter 014 : Revert to normal

2010-04-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

Its been ages since i've updated huh? Sry to keep u readers waiting. Was overseas(again) during the weekends.
Okay,so im back home,back to singapore,and im back to sch!!!
Nth particularly ... UNTIL ENGLISH LESSON!!! My veri 1st humiliation in school!!! Sobs,im nt gonna forgive u Edwin!!! Thats right,Edwin is de culprit!!! Screw YOU!!! Sobs ... veri sad about dat thing,dun wanna sae :( !!!
Just reached home,went to Plaza Sing for a movie wif Irwell,Chak & Mayber. Damn dat Irwell, sucker no. 2!!! I 1 year single le he keep repeating that he is finally single =.= Watched "How to train your Dragon" A very hilarious,fun,& kawaii movie !!! Night FURY!!! Lols,veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery cute !!!

Look!!! Ain't dis ring cool???? ^^ Bought a shirt fr Chak,actually fr myself de,but found out it doesnt suits me,so ... oh well ^^
Was actually pretty sry fr not getting Edwin his vest ... but on second thought,i doubt he deserves it =.=

Getting more adorable as the day goes pass ...

Chapter 013 : A failed yet evetful event ...

2010-03-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

Oh Great,too long nvr post,my activities now all accumulated to this post =.= No pics though ...

Fri : 1st things 1st,an apology ... SRY DONG!!! :( We forgot about ur bdae celebration!!! Sry,broke my promise,will make up to u soon!!! Wish U & Jas a hppy ending soon ^^
Like i said,we missed out Dong's celebration on Irwell's BBQ. Lol,quite boring at 1st,but nvm,went pool before dat. That Chak kao beh me,NVM ... Wah,dat dae Edwin wear till veri nice sia,its like FINALLY!!! Expected,uninvited guest in Irwell's BBQ,thay left at like 9+ i think???
Wah,11+ Edwin,Chak,Liqin & Glenys go watch movie,pang seh me T.T den i was like,stay dhr help Irwell do sai gang =.= They came back at 2+ sia =.= ... i was like half-dead zombie,veri tired !!!

Sat : I wonder whr we went??? Forget le =.=

Sun : nth much,gt tution,so didnt go out ...

Todae : Morn go see doc fr my skin,den go Lavender collect passport. Den go visit my Auntie at her shop. Lol,mum got me a $200++ worth watch,didnt reali want it,but since she insist,and i was like "fine" ^^ . Went home wif sis by MRT,got dis girl like keep looking at me sia omg!!! She was pretty cute looking,but too bad,not taking her no. =.=, didnt feel like. At home rot,do abit hmwork,irwell call,ask wan come out onot,so went his hse at 4. Play mahjong, den teach some cat maths. She nvr listen in class de lorhs !!! After dat,they all went home aftermath ... still got more but lazy write le.

To : Liqin,
Ok,that facebook thingy was merely a joke of mine kays??? Reali,dun take it seriously,i nvr meant anything of that sort,but if dat joke reali hurt u,i will apologise,since de damage is alrdy dealt ... from the standpoint of a friend,i'm reali sorry ...

This affection is snowballing !!!

Chapter 012 : Heave a sigh ...

2010-03-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

Gosh,more and more iphones nowadays ... tsk tsk,makes me drop the idea of getting iphone next more!!! Maybe i should wait for LG lollipop 2??? Like that jiu use the same phone as SOMEBODY le!!! ^^ Weird horh,me suggesting LG to myself,just a little desperate to get a flip phone =.= . Holidays end today,so yea,went back to school. Maths today was very boring ... many of you understands why :) . Edwin change iphone le,grats,and i made him drop his iphone today!!! By accident oks??? Cos he was doing some sick actions as always =.= Go cut hair today,cut wrong,DAMN!!! Nw my hair macham like gangster like that,actually wanted to cut Xiang Xiang's(Luo Zhi Xiang) hairstyle,you know??? The one side short one side long de,yeah,but my side shaved!!! Omg,i was like ... too weird?! After cut hair all went home,made i trip to compass to buy Dong's bdae present,luckily got discount ^^ Lol,i overestimated the price =.= ...

A note to Irwell : Your tone of speach sometimes proves to us that u dont know us AT ALL !!!
Ask us go take food,chak 1st thing say "no",you got so many jiao wei to say. Chak leis,u take his jokes for real ?! And look,if we help you settle your barberque stuffs,what about Dong's birthday cake??? Have this thought went through your mind??? Can't believe you actually got so hotheaded over something so trivial. I really dont get wad's wrong with you went such situations happen. Hais ... i guess more words added will only extend your anger ...

Not used to the extra peace in your absence ... x3

Chapter 011 : Holidays

2010-03-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ... Damn lot to post about,but lazy,still considering about whether i should post all ono ... ok wadeva!!! I'm gonna write all!!!

Tuesday : Went Irwell's hse at 9+??? Go slack. Just realised dat Dipsy grown bigger hahas,but still cute ^^ Of cos cute lurhs,my Godson leis,what u expect??? Went down to kopitiam square for supper,then go playground plae blind mice. Nostalgia !!! Its been 4 years since then ... blind mice ... ^^ Then go up Irwell's hse play 007,damn funny,chak owned himself !!! I thought i'd probably be goin home after that ... but NO,decided to sent the girls & Edwin home when the time was like,12+ ??? omg,1st time ton in my life sia,although not all de way lurhs =.= veri tired lorhs!!! Sent Liqin home 1st. Then slack awhile under Glenys' house,sent her home le den send edwin home,den we cabbed back to Sengkang. I'm proud to live in Sengkang,why??? Cos got kopitiam square ^^ lols! Damn convenient sia,24 hrs. Only Chak and Well eat,i full. Reached home at approximately 3.15 am.

Wednesday : Just remembered lol,i forgot where i go actually. Started off with compass. Go see SOMEBODY get his shiny POSB card!!! SIAAAAAAAAAAAAN,mine tio se le sia!!! Went to chak's hse to get him bath and change =.= stinkin dog. Lunch at city square mall's Toast Box,den go plae pool at chak's hse at 6. I knew it,hogged the pool for one more extra hour =.=
After farrer park go Vivo ... AND I SWEAR I'M NOT GONNA ST ANYONE ANYMORE!!! Silent treatment sux to the core!!! I dunno why even though when i knw Edwin is actually jus joking,but i realli dun like dat feeling of silent treatment,its as though my heart is being suffocated. Sux,not gonna silent treatment anyone anymore,but if anyone silent treatment me for more then 2 days,i'm sorry i have to sae this,our friendship is over! Actually ytd de silent treatment is i start de lurhs,cos Edwin & Irwell smoke marhs,he sae want quit le yet ask edwin to smoke with him =.= i dun wan u all smoke can onot!?!?!? Go vivo dine at Long John Silver,cajun chicken was good ^^. Go up Sky Park plae water. Damn chak,bully Glenys for wad??? @rsehole! But thks to Irwell for making him wet! Edwin & Glenys went home 1st,haisss miss her ... ><

Today : Woke up at 12+,recieved a call from irwell,sae wan watch movie. Forgot todae's tution is at nite de,so plan cancelled,sry guys =.= Went to Dong's hse to slack instead =.= Chak made a fool out of himself,chase irwell with dat perverted laughter,in de end,dong's sister was looking at him,lol. slack till 7.30,all dispersed. Glenys tmr jiu fly le :x ... Irwell went home wif me,lol saw Aliff on the bus ^^ Chatted wif him. Tution aftermath,irwell stay in my room,edwin came at 9+. They macham watchin porn sia,off lights sumore. Wah,my mum veri wad lorhs,nvr gif face sia her,lazy quarrel wif her =.=

Oh yeah,additional notes! Dong!!! Early gratz for your upcoming romance!!! ^^ & Varlin Tan Cheng Yun,drink more water can??? =.= Lastly,Glenys,wish u a safe trip & pleasant journey ^^

Perserverance realli is an important factor ...

Chapter 010 : In search of entertainment

2010-03-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

Gosh, time flies,so fast reach post Decimo. Hahas,life's been quite boring this few days,lacking of interesting events for me. I've been pratically spending the past 2 days in my bed!!! Lols,recharging my energy lost from all the lack of sleep during school days =.= Gonna step down from SYFC soon,hais,duno why,find my last moments there rather meaningful ... So fast goin to step down le,and you know wad,my last flight was my most enjoyable one!!! Hahas,gosh,tears coming out ... JUST joking ^^

Yesterday,went to kopitiam square for breakfast,damn,maid always go out in de morning. As usual,de $3.50 nasi lemak dhr!!! After breakfast,decided to bus home,lazy walk. Cut thru compass,saw metro. Reminded of de release of 00 Gundam seven swords ver. ,couldnt resist temptation,walk in,swipe my POSB,walk out, LOL. Go to bustop,saw Jun Han dhr,bus home tgt. Reached home aftermath,started building. OHHH yeah!!! I miss the sensation. Building Gundam models always give me a load of satisfactory!!! Tution at 2+,end at 6. Dine at cousin's hse,cos my nephew's bdae. Den returned home, and the end !!! Look at how bored am I =.= ...

Look at my master piece !!! Cool right???

Look at its magnifisence !!! Ahh,so Godly!!!
Produced by Selpharis ^^

Oh,and Gundam reminds me of something ... Irwell & Jun Han, the 2 of you still frikkin owe me one each !!! @rseholes ...

Should love be anticipated ? ...

Chapter 009 : Checkmate!

2010-03-13T03:03:00.000-08:00

Perserverance is a very key factor when you are doing somethings of certain interest level. Like how i won somebody recently. This game lasted for too long,but at least you finally surrendered, hmph, Checkmate girl !!! Mwahahahahahahahaha ... gosh,so happy!!! Alright,good news for you girl,i no longer hate you anymore,but i still really wanna hear your appoology face to face !!!

Damn Chak,he fail as an organiser !!! Plan go out watch movie only,WTF??? Supposed to go swimming,cancelled because Chak said he scared ppl see his fats, =.= retarded? But nvm,ytd me & Irwell still went,give face marhs. Wah,Cathay got one shop de clothes DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN chio sia!!! OMG,its like a frikkin nice blazer for like ... $99? Good deals sumore!!! OMG,temptation sia!!! Going back to that shop again in June,rmb horh Irwell !!! Caught the movie "Being Human",damn FUNNY!!! lol,my favourite part is at dhr hospital when de uncle was scolding de doctor when de doctor replied with an "uh". "Uh,uh nin na hia arh!!!" hahahahhahahs,so funny!!! Supposed to dine at cafe cartel,went to hongkong cafe instead. Played pool aftermath,at kovan. Another joke sia,we di siao Wayne lol,all started because of me ^^ hahas,actually wanted make him jealous only hahas,so evil ^^ Last stop,kopitiam square. Drinks only. Slack awhile at de playground dwnstairs Irwell's hse,and then parted ways with the clique.

Supposed to have tution today,but tutor nvr come,somehow,well,wadever,good fr me anyways,can slp more ^^

Look,won dat cute little plushie at that sort of gachapon machine,i actually won 2 plushie,the other gif Irwell,but thks to me,Liqin got her Pooh,see,i'm so great,must thank me!!! Hais,now troubling on who to give this to =.= thought of givin it away on de spot ytd,but then again,Glenys might not recieve it,so keep lorhs,my nxt girlfriend will have it anyways ^^
Adios~~~

Chapter 008 : The fun times ...

2010-03-10T02:06:00.001-08:00

Gg ... ggg ... gooo ... gooos ... osh,my room is sooooooooooooooo cold!!! North pole sia!!!
Motivation workshop these few days,quite sian actually,cos i lack of sleep,but actually quite fun oso ^^

Monday : Had to reach sch about 1 and a half hours earlier =.= sucks.
Thought we will be staying in de guitar room for almost the whole day,but only for about less than 30 mins,bring jacket for wad??? Zhor tang =.= Hehe,creamed Wayne's body with his lil birthday cake ^^ Mwahahaha,so fun! Lol,damn cui sia his pe,don't worry Wayne,u will get ur revenge soon ^^ my bdae comi ... eh wait,on saturday leis,awww ... too bad,go for next year then ^^ Mwahahahahahahahas ...
After we were dismissed,went to hougang mall for Pepper Dinner ^^ Damn that Chak,Glutton sia,around 6 just eat finish,nvr finish de plate sumore,8+ sae he hungry,this kind of person asshole right? Wanted to neo-print actually,but Chak's card no munny le,lol,dun look at me,Liqin's idea ...

Tuesday : OMG,even worse than monday =.= Actually the trainers or whatsoever you call it,they are actually veri good a person themselves,but the whole course jus seriously sucks =.= Motivate me to sleep more sia =.= Lol,Cally started using my phone to cam whore herself =.= But nvm,veri long nvr take pics wif her le ^^ Lol,Liqin oso caome take pics with me,didnt see it coming. ^^ Then i tell her "You got a new weapon to make Wayne JEALOUS!!!" and she burst into laughter,mwahahahas,i'm so cunning !!! Uploading the pics later ... At 6+,continued Wayne's bdae PART II ^^ Flour fight!!! Winner is ... theres no winner lurhs,all tio!!! Chak & Wayne kena like wah,macham snowman sia,hahahas!!! Went home aftermath ...
Wah,at night DAAAAAAAAAMN hot sia!!! My tutor shout at me,IN MY HOUSE!!! Wth??? My mum pay you to come vent anger on me isit??? Dun wanna talk bout it,damn DU LAN bout it anyways ...

Oh,and Wesley,as a friend,i'm really worried bout you,i don't wish to see you in pain emotionally and then hiding it with a masked smile. If you think everything's too painful for you,try to let it go,and i really wish to see you and Wayne can return to the time where the both of you are so close tgt as though u guys are glued ^^ Lastly,Liqin really didnt mean to hurt you,really ...

Oh,and one more note to another person ... Varlin Tan Cheng Yun!!! Can learn how to take care of yourself??? Always fall sick still dun wan drink more water =.= Be a good gurl can??? ^^

Cally's retarded photo no. 1,2 & 3

Omg!!! Take that Wayne!!! ^^

Here's another one Wayne ^^

=.= weird ... cnt post pic le,zzz nvms, leave it for nxt post barhs ^^
Not leaving any yellow quotes for this post,Sayonara ~~~

Chapter 008 : Peaceful days .

2010-03-06T09:59:00.000-08:00

Life's been moving towards quite a peaceful direction,its pretty calm this few days ^^

Friday :
Wow,we look like mafia!!! ^^ Went to Kovan at 3+ after meeting Chak,Liqin & Wesley. Wanted to start our outing with pool but fully booked!!! WTH? No choice,walk around in the arcade like idiots, =.= chak and irwell were actually playin some stupid chinese chess games,like uncle like that~~~ Good grief,Mayber sure took quite some time to get down to Kovan,i wonder why ... All cabbed to East coast,rent bikes and off we go. Dong & Enoch came to rendevous with us at about 6+??? GOSH,Enoch's jacket was awesome!!! Damn cool!!! From future men,i'm soooooooooooo gonna get a jacket like his!!! Ok,here comes the accident. I'm not sure what happen since i rode pretty fast,and when i realise they were not catching up,i knew sumthing was wrong. I U-turned back,only to find Wesley's knee bleeding. They told me that Wesley & Chak were like touchin each other's ass and grabbing each other's balls while ridding and thats why wesley fell. =.= Play lurh,play sumore lurhs. Gosh,walked to Jumbo which was like,WOW,we had to by pass that "LONG BEACH" to reach there =.= Once again,i remained my title as Cleanest Crab Eater ^^ Our total bill was around $250,WOW. 8 students actually able to afford this,talk about our standard of living. After our meal,Enoch,Dong & Wesley cabbed home first. The remaining bunch left shortly ... and that concludes the day. ^^

Saturday(yesterday) :
Forgot Jun han got camp,no one fetch me to SYFC,so shiok!!! Skipped a session ^^ went back home and sleep until three,so shiok!!! Boon Teck called me,asking me to meet him at serangoon so we can go down to woodlands and go for service together. Damn,couldn't decide on what to wear,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I drag drag drag until Boon decided to come Sengkang find me first(sry) cos i oso haven eat. After our meal,cabbed down to Expo for service. Gosh,Jerald's "blazer+cardigan" was so CHIO!!! From SpinB,at far east ^^ holy mama!!! Yong he's shirt oso!!! Damn unique,it was the design Dennis was telling me about ^^ I'm sooooooooooooo gonna make a trip to far east,SOON !!! Went to airport to fellowship. Quite tired of that place though,nice but no entertainment =.= . Bus home with WanYing at 10.30,or around there. ^^ Cheered her up quite a little,and then end of day.

To Her : There has been no improvement throughout the whole week,still avoiding me as always. Your interaction with some other people actually tells me the answer in your heart. I think i roughly get the picture now,its ok to reject me,i will still move on with life,but i really wish for you to be smiling not only on the outside only,but also inside too. Like i said,i really do care for you,and i really hope this extended distance between us will disappear,kays??? ...

Perfect opportunities always come at a time when one don't cherish it the most ...

Chapter 007 : As days go by ...

2010-03-04T02:41:00.000-08:00

Wow,this is my 7th post!!! So fast??? Well,nothing to post actually,but really felt like writing a post,sooooo ... oh well !!! Gosh,Aamil keep pestering me to go his house for MW2,and i was like BOOK-ED for this friday,all-boys-outing with Irwell & Chak !!! ^^ And btw ... oh forget it :) .
Two days ago,my worst day for this year,but it all exchanged back for a "something",go on :) , wonder what it is ... All right,decided to tell you guys after all ^^
Regained contact with Varlin Tan Cheng Yun ^^ !!! Gosh she sure changed a whole freakking lot!!! But still a lovable girl ^^ Best part of all,she remebered all of our memories from 2 years ago,even my birthday,when i actually forgot hers ... i know i suck =.= . Hais ... why did i treated her that way in the past??? I soooooooooooo shouldn't have done such a thing ... reminds me of what Dong said Ytd, KARMA!!! What comes around goes around. Actually had a man-to-man,heart-to-heart talk with him ytd,i'm glad we did! Brought us closer and i do understand somethings more now. Hais ... shouldn't have gived Varlin empty promises back then ... cause if i didn't,i'd probably thinking of where to celebrate our 2 years' anniversary now :( ...
She said i'm a sweet guy that night,sort of made me a little happier ^^ I remembered the sweetest thing i said to her !!! It is ... uh uh,ain't gonna tell ya'all ^^
Can't believe that i actually gave her up for someone who's totally NOT WORTH!!! But Queenie said something that got me thinking just now,since i'm actually talking about that person now ... =.= ...

Amelia Chan Wan Yee !!! If you really freakking want me to forgive you once and for all,bring me your sincerity!!! Show me that you really want my forgiveness!!! Show me how sorry you are for hurting me!!! I've thought it through,since you are not worthy of my love,you definitely not worthy of my anger or hatred either,and you are definitely never worth of my pain for what you did!!!

Oh yeah,last minute thought of something to post about ^^
@sshole Edwin frikkin made a clown out of himself,keep doin horny actions and imitating Michael Jackson,and it seriously sucked!!! But at least it was totally hilarious ^^ hahas ...
End of post,Adios people ^^

Chapter 006 : Catastrophe ...

2010-03-02T03:55:00.000-08:00

Confused,Dilenma,Why ...

Too much happend today,too much to spell everything out. Never expected your mouth to be so big. You disappointed me in terms of trust ... a friend for 3 years + ??? hmph ...
"Why did all these happened? Why must all these happen today?
Why must it happen on me? Why can't everything go the other way? ..."

These are the questions i asked myself constanly. Chak big mouth today,forget it. Worst of all, tution teacher show me attitude ... Keep it up man ~~~ If you are so eager to see my anger,i'll accustom it to the way you want it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly.
For your info mister, academy has never been,and will never be,my 1st priority IN LIFE !!! You stinking adults better not pin so much hopes on me,or i promise you i'll disappoint all of you BIG TIME !!! Don't ever force your ideals and expectations into MY LIFE,i live for my own sake,not for yours' ,got that?! Hopes bring forth more expectations,and more expectation brings about more stress,and more stress only hinder one's performance. And too much stress will only despair YOU more,and in the end,u blame that very person for it,is this how u people want it??? This is how i see the world,don't like it? SCRAM !!!
How lousy am i today ...

To Her : Look,i don't know whats really goin on with both you and me,but i'm really seeing all this as though the distance between us is growing more and more. I don't care what rumours Chak & others wanna spread about,and i don't give a Damn to those who are sooooooooooo eager to see me have a stead and whatever it is, but since its been so spelled out clearly,i'll just be frank with you. I don't really know when this started,and i'm not sure if i really like you,all i can confirm is that i do care for you. That sad expression you wore on that Monday really affected me. And i'm really angry at some people for being so immature and keep saying stuffs like "Bryan miss you alot!" or whatsoever, because i know you are still chained by somethings in your heart,thus i know now's not really a good time to let you know my affections for you .... But as for now,what i'm really concerned about is,be it your answer a good or bad one to me,i really dun wish for us to go on this stranger game anymore! Be it from the standpoint of someone who has affections for you or jus an average classmate of yours,exchanging only less than 5 words to each other for two days is really too little,ok? Please don't avoid me anymore if you are ... it only give me less courage to face you in the future ...

Just when you thought you won't love anymore ...

Chapter 005 : Storm after the Calm

2010-02-27T08:04:00.000-08:00

Look people!!! My Godson!!! Aint he cute??? Aww,look at cute little Dipsy ^^. Today was a tiring day for me. Gosh,too little sleep,and here i am,still staying up for this post. the day was fine actually,until i did this grave mistake ...

Glenys,Liqin & Wesley actually pranked me(quite foolish of me to have fell for it actually).Glenys text me saying that Irwell scold her and she is crying,alone in Irwell's house. Liqin and Wesley played along by telling me that they left and tell me that Glenys is crying all alone. Guess what? After tution,i immediately rushed to Irwell's apartment,all sweaty,and when i arrived,she bursts into laughter. Here comes my catastrophe! I hit her head with a cushion upon knowing that i got pranked,instinctively. I actually forgot one of my very important principles,NEVER HIT A GIRL !!! I'm truly sorry Glenys,i know it hurt alot. Please accept this appology of mine. That one whack seems to have widen the distance between us ...

And for people around me,stop spreading rumours around me !!! You all know what i mean,alrights? Are you all so desperate to see me holding on to some girl's hand walkin on the streets ???

A chained heart that cannot link with mine ...

Chapter 004 : Careless Mistake

2010-02-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

Oh great, sort of wasted today again though, but anyways, still quuuuuuuuite good.Oh yeah,BTW Glenys,i'm gonna remove your link,i'll respect ur wish if u want privacy for that blog ^^. Lets start with school! Nothing much in Pe, but after, BEE invasion! A wasp bee was loitering in our class and i had to sacrifice one towel for the class' safety. Killed it, wrapped it, & threw it ... for GOOD!
Hehe, topscorer for our english class test,not really counted though,since i've done it before. Itchy asshole Chak, he had to bully Jolene till she cries. "Have you got any balls?!" Silly of him to slip and fall when i asked him to chase after her to appologise!!! At least she forgived him this time round, but Jolene, DON'T if theres a next. Chinese lesson-had to write a compo. I actually wrote about "Hi my Sweetheart",a pity i didn't complete it. First time in history i've ever wrote so much in a chinese essay. Gee,here comes the mood spoilers. Wanted to visit my Godson today!!! Moodspoiler No.1 - Got "Aeroplane-d" by some people. Moodspoiler No.2 - Irwell had to freaking bring Dipsy out to Pasir Ris to cycle when he is still 2 ... months old.
Improved in MW2,i still think i shouldn't have went just now. Hais ...

How careless of me ... wake up! Your romance was supposed to be over! What are you still anticipating for? Even if she have nothing to do with who or whatsoever now, you still can't! Look,this thing called "hope" will only result in another despair,OK?

Chapter 003 : Hiatus

2010-02-25T05:08:00.000-08:00

Oh dear,and here i was tryin to revive my blog ... big words huh?
Well,its in the past now,different tomorrow onwards!
Ok,great,too long a hiatus. Did many recently,and just recieved notice last night that i got post to N410. Well,just the way i wanted anyway,though there was a glimpse of regret in me ... Just too many to list for all i've missed out to post here =.= . Lets talk about today then.

Skipped Amaths today,OPPS. And to Aamil,Edwin & Berry,i didnt PS u guys intentionally,ok? Accompanied Irwell to get his cute little puppy. Aww,a white small maltese ... i think? Very cute! Everyone loved him,though he aint cheap. Wasted like the amount of 2 ang paos of mine on cab fare,WTH!!! But anyways,i got to be his Godfather(we're in no mafia,please) ^^ so i guess all's well. I'm supposed to name the puppy,and guess what??? Some fella started singing Teletubbies and my suggestion got rejected,CRAP! Irwell decided to name his son "Dipsy",just because he loves green and coincidently dipsy is the name of that green fatso. Oh please, Po is way cuter!!! Best part of all,he have no experience of keeping a dog as pet(somebody screw him please)!!! Dipsy's pretty fat,but at least it makes him look cute ^^,and while liqin was going "Muffin,Muffin" all the way =.= . Lastly,this dog manage to make us "SIAN" of mahjong !!! Gosh,magic of attraction. One last point,Dipsy love my armpit !!! Went home at around 7.40 shortly after playing with Dipsy.

Complicated,aint it? Love,or sometimes,Greed. To so many people out there,loving someone means craving for someone. Why are such syntoms slightly surfacing within me??? This sensation is just bursting out and pouring forth from my heart,as though like a waterfall. I'm not sure if i really do ---- you,but no matter what,i can't say for now. One reason would be the fear of hurting yet another side-stander. Argh,someone or something,release me from this chains.

Chapter 002 : After an Adventure ...

2010-02-07T08:11:00.000-08:00

Ok,for those hu alrdy knw that this blog is revived,i'm sure some of u realised : 'whr did the tagboard go???',right??? Very sorry for this confusion,my bad. Looks like i made a fool out of myself,soooooooo uncool =.= . Alright,sat is jus a boring day whr my hair get cut wrongly,followed by tution to midnight. Today! Went to town to shop wif my Brothers!!! ^^ Can you actually believe this??? I actually bought a pair of shoes in Taka for $6 !!! Surprising isnt it??? Nah,not revealing my secret ^^ . Today's mission in town was to get all my 'needs' for CNY. Left the house empty handed,returned with four bags. A great harvest today. Bought 3shirts,a bermudas and a pair of shoes. Gosh,spent quite a number today ... oh,its 12++,hitting the sack nw. Ciaos & Oyasumi nassai ~~~

Chapter 001 : The new Genesis ...

2010-02-05T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hello ~~~
Surprised??? Royale-is-my-beauty.bs.com is finally back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well,finally get to redo this scrap blog back to its former life ^^
Fellow friends,followers,readers or whatsoever,remember to tag+link this revived blog up ^^
i'm nt changing the links of this blog for convenient sake. Last but not least,enjoy ur stay,enjoy my post,and enjoy the new blogskin ^^
Well,de hour hand is striking 12 soon,so thats all for nw.
Sayonara & Oyasumi nassai ppl =)))