Friday, May 14, 2010
Ok,pretty shagged this few days,many probs to deal with ... relatioship with friends,studies etc. and what have u got . So many depressing situations that i dun feel like mentioning it anymore =.= so lets just blog about today ...
Destination??? Sentosa !!! No cellgroup meeting today as Jasmine planned for an outing . Chloe didnt turn up though,wonder why ... Today was fun actually,played volley,captain's, virus, and this game called 'elope' ??? It is fun but many didnt get the hang of it. Much running in these few games. Hmmm ... maybe next time we should go earlier,its pretty dark after 7 there. Sobs ... Ming Zhen scratched me T.T one long cut on my left arm ... but its ok, nobody blames you Ming Zhen so pls stop with the repetition of sorries kays??? :) Oh! And one thing,i realised that my pool improved!!! Gosh so happy ^^ ... i wanna dance Ring Ding Dong! :( i find it quite stress relieving ...
It sure hurts when u fail to achieve something which u are dying for right??? Can u imagine the pain??? Why isit that our world rotates on such a biased basis??? Why is it an unjust life im living while others moves on so carefree-ly??? Why ...
His tears are boosts for the demon within ...
8:17 AM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
" I hate the lonliness,but Loneliness loves me ... "
A line that caught my attention while browsing thru Bleach manga chapters . Pretty explains much the reason of lonely people.
Recent days sucked,been thinking of the life i truely desire,and this current life is definitely not the kind of life i want!!! What can i say??? "Oh the Gods hate me" ???
Went swimming wif dong and well,so little ppl dhr . Then go well's hse and bla bla bla water bomb,flour,liqin's bdae cele and everything else. Gosh,my black bermudas spoil,WTF??? Went kite flying that nite... the only enjoyable moment for the week ... then go see doc =.= quarrel wif mum about de concert tickets. Fuck it,make me dun wan go sia !!!
Alrites,lets talk about some positive stuffs now ... Grats Varlin,hope u have a happy ending wif that guy kays??? :) Best wishes ...
The Devil starts to sprout his wings ...
8:18 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Today's talk is very simple,the topics is about the difference between me and all around me ... in fact everyone i know ...
I'm always walking at a diff pace from them. I always have diff mindset and interest from them. My path is always diff from them. They are always themselves,but im not. Their lives go the way they like,but mine beg to differ. They give me this impression that they are thinking "He probably dun need that much of our concern.",which is actually not true. They make me understand them,but they dont understand me. They are oftenly the one in the center of the crowd while im the side character.A classification,no need to spell things out ...
No more Mr. Nice Guy ...
3:18 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Some of u must have noticed by now,the sudden change in 'Bryan' recently. And i answered "i'm not feeling well ... "
No need to doubt me,cause i'm realli feeling very sickly this few days,but health condition is my general answer to all who BOTHERED to ask.
Don't reali feel like writing much details today ... and one more thing,i've decided!!! Anyone who skip school on purpose from today onwards,dun expect me to look for you after sch !!! Dun feel like explaining,i just dun reali like this.
... And during chem test today,Ms Neo said that ShiNEE looked like drug addicts ^^ So hilarious !!!
True friends does not neccesarily means close friends ...
3:42 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Yes,i know i know,very long nvr post le,sry readers :x
I've always wanted to write this 15th post but just couldnt find the time to, too many outdoor activities =.= Ok,not gonna spend so much time outdoors nw. And if u ask why,many reasons!!! Low on finance,exams coming,no mood,parents nag ... bla bla bla etc.
Spent these two days wif my beloved cellgroup,and sry N410 for me transferring to E506 :(
Cellgroup and service was great ! Guess wad??? Saw Bernice at church today lol !!! Today was her 1st time goin to church and we actually met dhr,so coincident huhs ^^ good to hear that she actually said that she might stay in church :)
Oh yeah,and last piece of news,i finally got de tickets !!! Oh yeah,22nd of may,await for me!!!
Going for Xiang Xiang's 3d concert at Indoors Stadium ^^ Dun be jealous people ^^ Mwahahahahahaha ...
I will be worried about you ... i just do ...
9:11 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010
Its been ages since i've updated huh? Sry to keep u readers waiting. Was overseas(again) during the weekends.
Okay,so im back home,back to singapore,and im back to sch!!!
Nth particularly ... UNTIL ENGLISH LESSON!!! My veri 1st humiliation in school!!! Sobs,im nt gonna forgive u Edwin!!! Thats right,Edwin is de culprit!!! Screw YOU!!! Sobs ... veri sad about dat thing,dun wanna sae :( !!!
Just reached home,went to Plaza Sing for a movie wif Irwell,Chak & Mayber. Damn dat Irwell, sucker no. 2!!! I 1 year single le he keep repeating that he is finally single =.= Watched "How to train your Dragon" A very hilarious,fun,& kawaii movie !!! Night FURY!!! Lols,veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery cute !!!
Look!!! Ain't dis ring cool???? ^^ Bought a shirt fr Chak,actually fr myself de,but found out it doesnt suits me,so ... oh well ^^
Was actually pretty sry fr not getting Edwin his vest ... but on second thought,i doubt he deserves it =.=
Getting more adorable as the day goes pass ...
5:38 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010
Oh Great,too long nvr post,my activities now all accumulated to this post =.= No pics though ...
Fri : 1st things 1st,an apology ... SRY DONG!!! :( We forgot about ur bdae celebration!!! Sry,broke my promise,will make up to u soon!!! Wish U & Jas a hppy ending soon ^^
Like i said,we missed out Dong's celebration on Irwell's BBQ. Lol,quite boring at 1st,but nvm,went pool before dat. That Chak kao beh me,NVM ... Wah,dat dae Edwin wear till veri nice sia,its like FINALLY!!! Expected,uninvited guest in Irwell's BBQ,thay left at like 9+ i think???
Wah,11+ Edwin,Chak,Liqin & Glenys go watch movie,pang seh me T.T den i was like,stay dhr help Irwell do sai gang =.= They came back at 2+ sia =.= ... i was like half-dead zombie,veri tired !!!
Sat : I wonder whr we went??? Forget le =.=
Sun : nth much,gt tution,so didnt go out ...
Todae : Morn go see doc fr my skin,den go Lavender collect passport. Den go visit my Auntie at her shop. Lol,mum got me a $200++ worth watch,didnt reali want it,but since she insist,and i was like "fine" ^^ . Went home wif sis by MRT,got dis girl like keep looking at me sia omg!!! She was pretty cute looking,but too bad,not taking her no. =.=, didnt feel like. At home rot,do abit hmwork,irwell call,ask wan come out onot,so went his hse at 4. Play mahjong, den teach some cat maths. She nvr listen in class de lorhs !!! After dat,they all went home aftermath ... still got more but lazy write le.
To : Liqin,
Ok,that facebook thingy was merely a joke of mine kays??? Reali,dun take it seriously,i nvr meant anything of that sort,but if dat joke reali hurt u,i will apologise,since de damage is alrdy dealt ... from the standpoint of a friend,i'm reali sorry ...
This affection is snowballing !!!
7:36 AM
